So I'm following up on this blog almost a year later. I've been feeling itchy to write it out again. It's a nice day here in NYC. my husband just got back from Iceland and I reconnected with an old friend. All this and then some has left me encouraged. I have been feeling a bit out of sorts lately-far away like there is a pane of glass between me and "it". You know? I'm trying to breathe above water while I'm bobbing up and down. I must keep moving though. I must. (That's the double soap opera repeat for emphasis.)
I'm at my day job. Some days it is very hard to deal with the tedium of it, but seriously if I complain about it I deserve a handslap. I just prefer singing that's all. I prefer meetings and writing and deciding what to wear and rushing from one thing to the next and blasting my voice out. Yes I do. I am fighting the desire (don't know if I should fight it) to think of alternative things to do. Maybe singing isn't everything etc. and all that. Aaahh, but it still is isn't it missy? You're just trying to keep it down because losing it hurts way too much. True. Preach it! So, I continue the fight to remain true-to get up and keep on trying. I will not give in to the alternative. At least not today.
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